School Ministry Sucks FUcking Retard And My Mum 2...

Hate Hate Hate I really Feel The Hate right now! my mum woke me up early in the morning 9++ and keep ask me to quick quick quick i also quick and simply wear a baxx shuffle clothes and a short pants And I dont even have a time to wax my hair or do anything and my mum drove me to the school ministry near that Victoria school the road to the Ts there that fucking school ministry place and once i reach there my mum go in to the office there asking for me to change school and once i go in they ask me this is your son my mum said yeah and the sohai school ministry guy lcly at there talk and scold me that kind of attitude to talk me what you take In kemahiran hidup i said tecknical and he start fucking me said what are you now wear earring come to school ministry and wear baju macam ini datang i was like what the fuck it was so normal just a plain clothing and 1 small little earring and he was fucking me like shit and ask me why you today dint go to school! ... In mY heart was scolding he asking stupid question if i go to school how am i going to school ministry to change school idiot....After this Fine the fucker doesnt let me to change ask me next week come with wearing a proper clothes and no earring and hair cut.. i was like what the fuck!!! fucking nerd!! Then we get off lo and once i in car my mum start fuck me and ask me why u wear black clothes! why u wear earring and why u dun cut your hair your hair and your hair so long ask you to cut dont want to cut and said now you making me trouble and things to do if you today you wear proper clothes and dont wear earring you surely get to the new school....! now all things start blaming on me what i can do is just tolerate and give them scold and give them with happy scolding i was getting sad and sad haiz why my life have to be so bad and image is really that so important?

Now I know Something..Bro Aint No Bro~

I THink He Is mY Own Heng Dai= Bro ... But He think me Is Kai dai!!! i do so much stuff just for my own gang and i do much things never think for getting return just think to do so much things just for gang but now is because i angry of something and doesnt feel nice on something now help a guy whose dint do anything at all before dont help me!!! this things tell me this world is so fucking unfair go ahead and help that bastard...!!! Now return back is my wrong! now this world is unfair so unfair!

Feeling Sad And I feeling I was very useless

I feel Sad because i was so suddenly think back my dad old stories when he was young and working at germany.. He was poor on that time and he get scolded by customer what he need to do is just tolerate and just said sorry sir yes sir when i imagine it i feel sad and my tears was dropping nonstops and i feel i was very useless right now..I dont know why i starting hate being in school and hate to study!!! i was wondering how is my future? who can tell me how is my future ?

Fucking Hate My Life FUcking Hate!! Stop It Fucker!

Why Everybody need me that time then treat me like very good if you don't need me just push me aside?! why?! I hate my mum now i want to tell you something in my heart! I dont Like To Study! But i force myself to study in a sake school.When teacher scolding me i was tolerate and not to fight back just because of you mum! iF My Attitude i already go to my place and get my back and just walk out from school gate and go off what for i wasting time to study in a sake school and what for i tolerate from giving a fucker teacher scolding? what for?! I just Ponteng For 2 Days. i ponteng also got reasons not ponteng for funs! i ponteng because of sportcheck and THose fucking discipline Teacher was keep aimming My hair,my badge and my tie... who Knows that i am trying to be tolerate and who knows that i already trying to doing my best?! no one! no one will know! You guys just know that i ponteng just for getting fun,i Just can said that i am not! i ponteng because of some reasons i wont ponteng just for fun.! i saying so much in Here No One WIll Know What I feel and what i did? all of you guys just know that i am bad and my feeling is just everyday happy. that all you guys know. But attually you guys are wrong you dont even know what is my real feeling at all! I Hate Smk Seri Permaisuri And Smk Seri Permaisuri every teacher!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE FROM THIS MOMENT! .You ARE MAKING ME SICK AND MAKING ME LOSTING CONTROL AND FEELING LIKE PUNCHING YOU GUYS FUCKING CHIBAI FACE!!!

Half good Half Bad....

Hrm Let Said the Bad Part 1st the bad part is today the fucking school ask half of our form 3 people and wait at the tapak perhimpunan and asking us to change class and i from 3 zamrud to 3 Intan and i meet so many new friends and nice friends at 3 intan now they change me to 3 delima !! what the fuck! but nevermind i at least i same class with mantou hahahahaha and she sit just infront of me and we keep talking and talking and those teacher we also don't fuck them~ The Worst things for today is my new form teacher.i Forgot what is the fucking new form teacher name and once i get into the class he was scolding and i was so angry and i was trying to tolerate and he said that my attitude is bad and bring me to the disicipline room and i dont even scare at all lol what for i scare i dint do anything wrong he is the only one that wrong lol~After this 1.10 woo! school end lu! and i was waitting riieko jiejie to came down and she ask me to go canteen to search for her and i go thre no people de and fine la me and mantou walk to pejabat there and i want to call my mum and tell her that i need to stay back.. after that me and jiejie sitting at the bus stop there just chat chat chat until 4 oclock and we gone back to our own house lol ~ hehe miss and love my precious riieko jiejie ^ ^

The Life Of Mine In My Family at house

i staying a house wihout my name,my things,my own property,my own private place Example like Drinks. My SIs go to jusco she bought so many stuff and come in to my room just said to me dont touch my food and my drinks and i bought u a can of green tea. just a can of green tea that all i have.when i buy those stuff she wihout asking just take and eat or drink and dint even ask for my permission .... I was thinking when can i be rich? when can i have my own family? when can i have my own house ? when? all about is time... ~

7 January 2010 Middle Of the Night 12.21

I hope My Mum Saw This And This Message I
want to tell Everybody In This world!


Dont Try to COntrol My Life Or Copying My Style And I hate Faker And Dont Try To Mess With Me Or Making Fun WIth Me If You Doesn't Like Me Just Fuck Off From My Face And Fuck Off From My World!!!! No BItch,No Faker,No Fucker In My Life!!!

12.11 oclock midnight 7 january 2010

Hate My Mum always doesnt believe me and Just Know I am Bad And I was the worst one and the story begin here. My mum when out to send my sister to the bf house and i go out for reload and when i reach home she was at there scolding me said i go out smoke izit? i was like what the fuck i go reload she said i go smoke what can i said? and it was very late and i go brush my teeth and use clorine to wash my mouth and my mum said izit smoke got smell now go brush teeth and use clorine to get off the smoke smell.. i was like what the i want to be clean she said that i was trying to get the smoking smell to get off.!!!!! aaargh hate her!!!!!! If You Doesnt Like Me WHy You Want to Birth Me To This World!!?!!!

5 Januari 2010 new Fucking Life

I was So Unlucky and so fucking hate my life why god choose me to smk seri permaisuri i hate this school and this school i doesnt have friend and no people accompany and i was so lonely in this school and those teacher was sucks too !!!!! Give Me A Better Life! I begg U God I pray To You God Please Give me a better school!!!!