Worst Day ever And Most Painful Day tuesday 11 May 2010

I feel my heart is so pain and my mind is so complicated and so many things to care so many things to think but my family know? they don't even know anything about me or even understand they only know i am Bryan a bad,stupid and most worst kid they ever seen and they ever had in their life...... Today Ponteng Because of my Hair and many more reasons.. i used my bus money rm 10 bucks and i thought i want to find rm 10 and pay it back and dont want to disturb my parents and so the reasons i dint tell out,But do they know? they don't even know they only know i use that Rm10 to play,drug,buy smoke and use it in a negative way la that all they know...I know my family income and environment having some problem so everytime my friends ask me to go here and there i try to find my own money and try to keep some money before that day only go and hang out with friend or sometime i really don't have money i just cancel it if last time? i every month go out once and 1 time go out at least rm 50 from my mum but now i dint ask from her.She got think before meh? no She Dont She only know i am a money spender and my shuffle things i use my own money to buy de lorh and some of my ang pau money and macbook that now i am using is my aunty buy from me not you all! I Really Very Tired in my Life already please leave me alone and let me alone! People kids don't have study anymore the parents also will take care of them but mine? ask me to leave the house and they just want me to die! since i was kid my family always scold me with bad word and scold me when they are not in a good mood and yeah! i am change so what?! you think i like to change to be like this? is you all make out de! try to think back when i was kid how you guys treat me and how you guys bully me and scold me! Yeah 1 more things the house got ghost and the ghost keep disturbing me and my mum scold me something just now you said got ghost i go ask people come no need money ah? this kind of money you also need to keep? your son now let ghost disturb ah! now you with me talk money and this and that! the ghost no disturb you sure easy and feel comfortable to you guys lo now i am the victim ok!!! not you all! try to understand la always said until you all correct!