Monday, November 30, 2009

30 november 2009

Nothing To Said Much And No Comment Just Feeling sad and dont know what should i do to make me feel happy back ....

Thursday, November 26, 2009

26November2009

26 November 2009


I feel like my life is meaningless and any bad things,unlucky things will be happen on me,example like Family, Said My Mum 1st larh she always doesnt believe me and dislike me and she love to make me no face infront of my friends and her friends too.I In my Mum Heart I just a piece of trash Or A Useless People.2nd My Dad.Always Don't Find Me And I Remember My Dad And My Mum Quarrel With My Mum At The Midnight Since When I Am 12 And My Dad Said 1 word To My Mum (My Son Hoi Sei Me Geh Lo)when i hear on that time i don't even know what to do.what i can do is just hiding my own and cry.My Eldest sister. She Is the only one good to me and at least she wont hurt me but sometimes she don't let me do this or do that and she like to forcing me doing something that i doesnt like but i know she force me is want me to be good but sorry i really doesnt like it.My 2nd sister love to act good infront of any people but behind is just a silent backstabber and she always love to sabotaj me and i know she hate my dad and she is my half sister only.In Her Mind Only 1 word Want to make me out from her house.


Now Goes to Love. I Love Her But She Like Doesnt Love Me Or Just Thinking Me Is Just Playing around and just joking with her but i am not!

That all For Today From=HeartlesszZaii/Bryan