I Am So Fared Out!

I am So Fared Out On My Mum.In My Mind And Heart I thought After performance it will be happy and i want to share the happiness with my mum but my mum when out dinner with she friend and go pub happy with other but not with me and i just thought ok fine forget it and the next day i begin the pain and the pain it is more hurt then the yesterday.The Problem is i want to have a dinner with my mum together and she tell me i got dinner today with friend again and i tapao for you or what? In My Mind I was Like (DUHH!!!WTF!!!! I want to have a dinner with you happily and clebrate that i 1st time perform in a so big performance and the feeling was like she just piece me off just like that! Do you know what is important and not important?! if you think you having a dinner with friend it is so important then from now on you just call me bryan and you don't need to call me son anymore that all because you don't even think me as your son!

I Hate You!

I hate you violet wong! in outside said is sister and think me as brother but in heart you hate me! i know! since i birth you already hate me la and you make dao mum and my dad divorce and you are not satisfied because still got me in your dad leave for you de house and now only me leave now you want me to leave! dont let me 1 day i be rich i will won't use your money! and i will revenge when i am rich!

Take A Big Deep Breath To Walk My Own New Life With Jesus And My Precious New Life Church Bro N Sis

Hrm Where Should I start My Story?

Start From School Life

I Have Been expel From the Stupid School that i ever study in my hold life...i don't know i should be sad or happy and i don't even know what to do and what should i do the next,But Nevermind I telling myself all the time it's ok lord jesus will lead me the way and what i can do is just keep praying.What I need to pray is for my study,wealthy and for my new love...1 More Important stuff she is one of my important people in my life but i don't know that she know it or not and don't think negative she is not my gf she is one of my precious people not my gf ..i just want to pray for her that she will know what road is right what road is wrong and what she need to do and what she not to do it and i know that she is walking a Negative Road But She Won't listen that what i Am Telling her i just hope she know that when she is sad and when she is needed she still have me to be in her heart to protecting her and love her ..The girl name Is Call Chong Kar Mun/Riieko I just Hope that she will be Happy For Forever No Pain and No tears in her life

another Sad day again

This Time Family Problem came to me again

My Sister said want to buy me a phone but give me so many nag and this and that then fine lo and then i said i ownself buy lo she go and scold me buy things give you still want to show me those shit face and said dont know who birth you out and i hate you from infront until behind..i wanted to said if you so dont like me then kill me lo what for saying so many shit word to me and who birth me out? i also don't know i now suspecting my mum and dad izit pick me from the rubbish dump or anywhere and i dint ask you to buy me a phone at all my old phone let mum make lost i keep quiet and my 2nd sister ownself said give me 1 phone and she friend said 1 word just snatch the phone away from me and borrow to the friend and give me use rubbish phone then fine lo after that the friend use the shit phone until like shit only give me use back and i dint ask you guys to buy me a phone! i already plan after pmr i come out work and get my own salary and ownself buy lol!

2nd case my eldest sister ask me how old you want to learn to drive a car.. i said dont know and she ask me to keep my own pocket money ownself pay to learn to drive car.. i was like what the hack!! my eldest sister and 2nd sister the car lisence is my mum pay for it and now ask me to keep my own pocket money and ownself go pay for the driving lisence ! what the hack o!!!

HeartlessZaii Is Sad Sad Damn Sad N Force to Be

HeartlessZaii Is Sad Because Of Family Problem 1stly my mum wake me up for school and i was headche i tell my mum i am not going to school i am headche and she just scold me and ask me to go down and eat panadol and change clothes to school and i was angry and i tolerate and go and change clothes lo and she still want nag and scold and i tolerate also got a limit and i just throw my book to floor and she slap me i just push her away and she call my dad and said that i beat her! damn it la! and ask me to leave from the house and then i go my dad house for awhile and i go back to house and want to take clothes and she give me a nag and scold again and give me term and condition somemore! what the hack o! i dint do wrong lo! what also my wrong!!

2ndly my darling wife sms me and i tell her the situation she sms me back sure is you naughty..i was like duhh! i dint do wrong why she don't support me!!

New Love With My Precious Bebew Wuguii Laopo/Heartless Sou

Love Heartless Sou So Much And She Is Mine No One Can Grab Her From me! We Together Back With Many Hard situation And I really Love Her But I am Sad That She Put Friend as Number 1 In her Heart And I am Not The Number 1 In Her Heart.My Precious One I just Hope That you are Love me Too And Dont Leave me Alone,i Need You In mY Life I Love You As Much Like I love jesus!!!

I Am Sad Because Of Few Reasons

1st=You Dont Put Me As 1st in your heart

2nd=You When Out With Friend And Just Leave me Alone

3rd=Your Life everything is friend friend friend what also friend, Can You Change Friend To me?

4th=i see dou your blog i really sad

Worst Day ever And Most Painful Day tuesday 11 May 2010

I feel my heart is so pain and my mind is so complicated and so many things to care so many things to think but my family know? they don't even know anything about me or even understand they only know i am Bryan a bad,stupid and most worst kid they ever seen and they ever had in their life...... Today Ponteng Because of my Hair and many more reasons.. i used my bus money rm 10 bucks and i thought i want to find rm 10 and pay it back and dont want to disturb my parents and so the reasons i dint tell out,But do they know? they don't even know they only know i use that Rm10 to play,drug,buy smoke and use it in a negative way la that all they know...I know my family income and environment having some problem so everytime my friends ask me to go here and there i try to find my own money and try to keep some money before that day only go and hang out with friend or sometime i really don't have money i just cancel it if last time? i every month go out once and 1 time go out at least rm 50 from my mum but now i dint ask from her.She got think before meh? no She Dont She only know i am a money spender and my shuffle things i use my own money to buy de lorh and some of my ang pau money and macbook that now i am using is my aunty buy from me not you all! I Really Very Tired in my Life already please leave me alone and let me alone! People kids don't have study anymore the parents also will take care of them but mine? ask me to leave the house and they just want me to die! since i was kid my family always scold me with bad word and scold me when they are not in a good mood and yeah! i am change so what?! you think i like to change to be like this? is you all make out de! try to think back when i was kid how you guys treat me and how you guys bully me and scold me! Yeah 1 more things the house got ghost and the ghost keep disturbing me and my mum scold me something just now you said got ghost i go ask people come no need money ah? this kind of money you also need to keep? your son now let ghost disturb ah! now you with me talk money and this and that! the ghost no disturb you sure easy and feel comfortable to you guys lo now i am the victim ok!!! not you all! try to understand la always said until you all correct!